Dear Kittens,
I think I just go in baby steps with getting back into this blogging thing. Tiny posts. No over thinking it. Those are the new rules. We see how it goes.
1. For the last several weeks I've been making a concerted effort to look as cute as possible. All the time. I've gotten cuter sleeping apparel, I'm all the time with the cute outfits and it's sort of amazing what a huge difference it makes in how I feel about myself and how I relate to the world. Not like I was a slob before, because I absolutely was not, but I was just making the effort some of the time. Now it's all the time. EVEN WHEN I SLEEP.
2. It is the time before my period and usually it's not a big deal. I might get a little weepy or more snippy than usual, but this time? Oh, it is full force. There is paranoia, insecurity and general emotional mayhem. I am a FUCKING JOY to be around. It's so bad that I am irritating myself. I have a friend lunch date on Thursday that I am looking forward to. Hopefully that will help me get outside of my head for a little while.
3. Tonight was our dog training class. I was a bit apprehensive about the whole thing in the beginning mostly because other people can be a chore, but I'm enjoying it. I would enjoy it more if my dog was not so easily excitable. It's one thing to practice obedience training drills on the quiet sidewalks of my neighborhood, but doing this stuff with a bunch of dogs! around? Please. It's a lot of work, but he's doing okay. Not great, but okay. I love Murray so much. Having a dog is the greatest thing ever. I will still not say that all the stuff in the early days was worth it, but I'm glad to have Murray.
And now I prepare for the sweetest part of the day. BEDTIME.
Love,
Catie
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